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What're ya, Fuckin’ Stoopid?

What, are you people F*%#&!’n STOOPID?

Oh, I’m sorry, didn’t mean to offend, didn’t mean to put anyone off by my “intro demeanor.”

Yeah so I’ve been dead awhile… A little over a year now.  June 22 of 2008, to be exact. And I didn’t realize dying on the Summer Solstice was such a big deal. But it is. You’re gonna have to trust me on that one, but that’s not why I am writing this f&%$#n’ BLOG.

Bllllog. What the hell is a blog anyway? You f&%king human beings.

So it’s been awhile since I’ve had a “chat” with any of you, me being passed on to the next thing and all. and I have some pent-up energy to lay out here… and I’ll get to how Pussified the Health Care Debacle has become as long as you keep reading.

But First off, let me tell ya, being dead… ya know—being dead is pretty f&$king cool!

That is, as long as you didn’t completely f&%k up while you were alive…!

So Being Dead. Let me tell ya about it. Being dead gives your soul, your essence, that which is unique in the universe, your own, unique self, the unexplainable paradox that which is “you”—a chance to reflect upon all that is. In other “words,” Death gives you… Perspective. … Per—spec—tive.

And, since time doesn’t really exist here where, fortunately for all of you, I still AM, M’KAY? ….it’s a little hard to “put” into “words,” …and you remember how much I love words and language.

S**t I based my whole  career talking about F&%kin’ Words!

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Well, it’s the halfway point in the 2009 baseball season, and I thought this would be a good time to throw my hat into the ring in regards to this familiar and annoying topic. I’ve had this conversation with many people, as all baseball fans tend to do amongst themselves.

Why can’t they pay baseball players according to their statistics, instead of to what their potential seems to be? How many times have we seen a guy sign a big contract, for zillions of dollars, in ANY sport, not just baseball—only to see the athlete just tank and under-perform the next season.

Then there’s the owners, all the variables that go along with running a league, merchandising, licensing, agents bargaining… so many things that affect the bottom line in regards to any pay structure, and to expand, on any economic model. And as an artist and not being born with a left-side of my brain (I use that part of my skull for Christmas ornament storage),  talking money is a true stretch for my poor little lonely right brain to handle.

So I don’t know why I am obsessed with how I think ‘we’ should pay baseball players—maybe it’s because it has led me to a way to combine different Structures of Thought™ on how to cope with this March to Ruin that is our economy right now—or whatever the corporatocracy wants us to believe at this moment in history. Since the entire system is basically shot, now is the time to just change the whole structure—not just the Thought Structure, but the entire economic process. And we can start by trying it out on how we pay baseball players.

This is the start of a framework for this pay structure. It melds lines of thought into different branches of how to handle the different ways to pay, through the separate schools of thought. The roots of where the revenue comes from is the green circle, and this Visual Display of Quantitative Information (thank you Edward R. Tufte) is just a first draft as to how it could work. And I believe this could be applied across the board to other revenue-driven models.

This is the start of a framework for this pay structure. It melds lines of thought into different branches of how to handle the different ways to pay, through the separate schools of thought. The roots of where the revenue comes from is the green circle, and this Visual Display of Quantitative Information (thank you Edward R. Tufte) is just a first draft as to how it could work. And I believe this could be applied across the board to other revenue-driven models.

First of all, the NFL more closely follows this model, by somewhat pooling all their revenue and approaching the distribution of money within the league, the use of salary caps, and the loose philosophy that health of the league as a whole is in the best interest of all teams, and that parity within the league gives all a better chance at winning. Plus it keeps all fans interested, because every year their team has a chance. Read the rest of this entry »


I found this audio selection about six months ago, and I have listened to it maybe 10-15 times since. I think I had heard of Earl Nightingale before, and he reads this philosophy very convincingly. And I really like how it starts… Men simply don’t think. How true is this in our million mile an hour world today?

There is a lot of insight and truth in this message—and it’s obvious even today with all the hubbub that popped up about “The Secret” about what, 2 years ago now? Read the rest of this entry »


First let me say I am so thankful that I remain busy and have tons to do… hence the sporadic nature of my Posts. I wish I were more consistent—I strive for at least one a week. But I gotta make hay while the sun shines.

That being said, one of the reasons I started this blog is to critique and ferret out video documentaries on the net for my friends and other intellectually curious that maybe “normal” people wouldn’t necessarily see. So I comb Video Google ( instead of YouTube, because they have full length videos ) and watch / listen to them while I work. Read the rest of this entry »


Short Post this week… and late. Been extremely busy, thank the omniverse—but also been very melancholy. Don’t know what the deal is… but it’s affecting my concentration and work flow. I can’t remember when I’ve been this… Blah. The weather might be a culprit… it’s been 60 and overcast here for like the past month. Great sleeping weather, though.

I’m not big into video yet, much to my dismay. But I had my camera with me this weekend and was fortunate to capture this little bit of nature being nature in a humerous way… I especially like how the “busy bumble bees” seems to follow my improvised porno music with their thrusting… I don’t think I could have choreographed it any better.

Another interesting tidbit…  after he was “finished”, ( hence the post title ) he hung around waiting for the female to “recover.” As she did and finally started moving around, he hovered in the air, as if waiting for a response.  Maybe he wanted to take her out to dinner.

The female then crawled back behind the edge of the ledge they had been “doing the deed” on, out of eyesight of her male counterpart.  Maybe she said, “Hey honey, (pardon the pun) gotta go powder my antenas, be right back.”

After a brief 10 second delay, she hightailed it out of there like she was late for dinner across town, completely out of the “eyes-sight” of her suitor.  No hold me, no snuggling, Notta.

Meanwhile, poor mister male bee – he thinks his “date” is still behind the ledge, taking a powder. He has no idea that he got completely ditched. What a tool.  Again, hence the post title.

I’ll put my tin foil hat back on hopefully next week. But spread this around.  I think I smell 1,000,000 hits easy… at least it’s short enough for that.


First, visualize the Thought Structure™ behind this: I am tying together 3 separate tangents that touch as bubbles in like some sort of 120° degree arrangement.

With that being said, as someone who 1) can watch anything about history and conspiracies for hours on end and who 2) wants to bring about the most positive change possible through my writings and work, I have to say I am at a loss to tell you about a video I ran across last week.

It’s called Earthlings, and I could only watch the first fifth of the movie, it disturbed me so much. Basically, the Movie points out the fact that all creatures on this planet, from the lowliest worms, bacteria and viruses to the great all powerful human beings, and all things in between, are Earthings, Earthings first. The film then goes into a shameful demonstration of “Man’s Inhumanity to Earthlings” and shows example after example of humans just being horrible in every way possible to our fellow travelers in this particular existence.

I still ate meat and even had Steak and Eggs for breakfast Sunday, but… I am seriously rethinking my diet after watching this movie. I recommend it highly—but I can’t watch it. Very disturbing. Needless to say I was pretty depressed and downtrodden after I saw this.

By Coincidence ( of Course! ) Oprah had a show on last Friday titled “Amazing Animals”, which I happened to catch because I was taking the day off. Some of the video examples on the show were so remarkable, so uplifting. I was going to post a sample video from the show, but I went to Oprah’s site to see if I could get something to show you, and… too complicated. So here is a lame-ass promo from the show, sorry about that…

Different animals taking care of each other, unbelievable friendships between man and beast—it again renewed my faith in us humans pulling our heads out of our butts, righting our ship as a species and joining the rest of the Real Civilized universe, that is watching, waiting for us to figure it out.

I have to think that overcoming this hurdle of understanding is a part of all of our development as members of our earthling community, and where we place ourselves in the Omniverse™ in general.  Hindsight is 20/20, but I have to think that the consensus is who had the more “advanced civilization” back when Europe was “Re”—discovering the New World is debatable.

And I have to remember to keep top of mind this fact, how long have we been truly self-aware, and what real knowledge has been suppressed from our larger history, that has shaped this reality we now inhabit. It’s only been the blink of an eye, in the grand scheme of things.

I often think that if there is some sort of “un-earthling” type presence observing us from hidden bases either on other the other planets in our solar system, on our own satellite the moon, or even among us here on earth, I’d like to think that a group of these benevolent beings are observing and noting, with all our faults, that we are all for the most part good “creations”. I’d like to think that we are moving towards Positive Thought Structure™.

AND – not to be too long, but in Obama’s commencement speech at Notre Dame, he touches upon this tangent in the last third of his speech, which I will reference here…

As much as I am suspicious of how political an animal Obama is, It is my hope that his convictions match this speech. It reinforces what I was discussing in the previous paragraphs. If this is the direction we are now going, I am glad for this change of direction of temperment. Because it is a direction, towards the ultimate good as opposed towards ultimate evil. Hopefully it will spread into not only how we treat each other as Human Beings, but also how we treat our fellow Earthings as well.


Just Spotted this one in a heavily trafficed area within walking distance of my office – same as the one that was painted over, but with the great added touch of the disapproving Barking Dog… such a nice touch! I was in the car as I drove by—I hurriedly whipped out my camera and snapped pics of some people posing with the graffiti. I wish I was quick enough to have snapped a pic of the main in the close up below when the girl was taking his pic… he posed in the Blago Jogging position himself, which was very hilarious to watch. I snapped my shots when he was taking the picture of his companion, returning the favor so to speak. BlogoTouristsC

There was a small crowd of people checking it out, seeming to be mulling over if they were going to engage with the piece, waiting to take their turn and snap a pic with the image.

Same as from my initial entry, but with the added flair of the disapproving pooch, representing the rabid voters of Illinois!

Same as from my initial entry, but with the added flair of the disapproving pooch, representing the rabid voters of Illinois!

Do any of my Fellow Chicagonians have any other Blago/Banksy sightings they’d like to share? Feel free to comment and leave a location… I’ll try to check it out or find any other blogs, articles or pics on the net that deal with it. I really think this is facinating… Art doing what it is meant to do, the highest calling of all, making people engaged and thinking about the true meanings of our own behaviors and that of our leaders. Really makes your head spin if you think about it.

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About ten days ago I was driving by the underpass where that hilarious Blogo graffiti was painted… and my heart sank—it was painted over! I was so sad. I had come to enjoy driving by it everyday, seeing Rod’s sunshiney face peeing over his shoulder at me as I drove by, saying hi. Hi Rod, I’d say. I wonder what you are doing today… where you are trying to shamelessly self-promote yourself, watching your wife eat a bug, and wishing, wishing it was your bug to eat. Man, what a missed opportunity!

For the next couple of days, that part of my drive felt… empty. Like a vaccuum void where something meaningful was taken away. I would drive by and stare at the now blank spot on the wall—I missed Rod. And in thinking in the bigger picture, I was mad at the censorship. Yes, the tried and true debate of the value of graffiti itself. Graffiti has been slow to grow on me, because when it is destructive of private property, that makes me angry. But this is an underpass on a public piece of transport! Plus it spoke to me… it carried a message, a meaning. It was a barb of pointed Thought Structure™ that poked my brain with irony, humor, and the knowledge of the “logos” of what that particular graffiti stood for… the sorry state of politics that exists in many factions today.

The BlogoBanksy ‘Strikes’ again!

The BlogoBanksy ‘Strikes’ again!

So last Thursday, as I’m driving by to get home, lo and behold – The BlogoBanksy strikes again! This time it was on the other side of the street – but directly across from where the first one was painted. This one is of Blogo lighting a campfire, with the same guilty look on his face as the ‘jogger’ Blogo. What does the lighting of the campfire represent? Feel free to chime in your own opinions… I’d love to hear what you think.

So now I feel better. I hope the city leaves this one up for longer than a month. Even in this form, this Graffiti is undoubtedly Art. It makes you think. At least it makes ME think.

What do you think? I think that this is one of the greatest callings of Art. Pushing the Structure of Thought™, even kicking and screaming, towards a more intelligent, more benevolent existence.

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I don’t know how many of these have been painted around Chicago, but someone tossed this new image up close by my office late last week. Is it the Real Banksy? Probably not… but you never know.

blago—banksy

blago—banksy

The provocative, elusive artist Banksy is a “legend wrapped in an enigma inside a paradox” to semi-quote Joe Pesci as David Ferrie from JFK. Check out both youtube video links I’ve placed in this blog entry  if you don’t know who he is. And this Chicago-style deep-dish example is not only editorially poignant but hilarious… constructive, and deliciously ironic. It captures the flavor of the whole ordeal in one simple image. Brilliant.

As many of you are aware, Rod Blagojevich is the much bally-hooey-ed impeached former Governor of Illinois… and old news at that, much to his narcissistic chagrin. Again, as a dyed-in-the-wool conspiracy theorist, it is my belief that he was dragged out of office and disgraced only because he went against the banking system… the day before he was busted by Federal Prosecutor Patrick Fitzgerald he came out at an impromptu press conference and started barking about investigating Bank of America and pulling all the state’s business with the Giant Bank—the next morning the Feds are at his door.

It was within that next week the press phalanx started to follow Blago and his giant hairdoo’s every move… trying to jog in the frigid cold of an early December day. By his gait, it was obvious that Rod rarely, if ever, jogged. He was really out sniffing about, trying to garner some much coveted attention. A clue to the media whore he would become. Republocrat or Demican, IMHO both are fair game and one in the same these days… those of you who know me know that I am non-partisan when it comes to exposing hypocrasy.

So it is in that light that the “Banksiesque” Chicago effort is again brilliant. It captures the complete awkward absurdity of the giant egomaniac former governor in an act of pure irony… himself barely a runner, looking over his shoulder, looking for the press to make sure they follow, looking for attention, ANY attention… and also approval.

what a tangled web we weave

what a tangled web we weave

Filled with fear that he is getting neither, he can’t help but to also be looking for the inevitable arm of justice to grab him by his furrowed neck like a bad kitten and toss him into the can. Much has been made about his mental state—as a seasoned veteran of dealing with mental wackiness, I diagose Blago as “suffering” from narissistic bi-polar… which is a main symptom of being in that state of mind of which I am very familiar.

That particular narcissistic Structure of Thought™, when you are immersed in it, blinds you to the obvious. And I can’t sympathize with his diabolical behavior. Blago is a symptom of our time, a pathetic example of what our system run amuck without principles, checks and balances, morals, ethics, compassion and logic produces. Hopefully he will get some sembalance of treatment and counselling when he’s paying his debt to society.


In this blog, I try to focus on the positive Thought Structre™ for the most part. I do believe within the Structure of Thought™ that we as humans create our own reality… and we all as participants in existence affect all, with our intentions and our mindset. I also believe that in our crazy, unbelievable reality we share, we are all here on planet Earth to learn, to grow spiritually, endlessly evolving, existing towards the betterment of our spiritual selves. Hopefully this process to advance and learn our way into the more higher, better, benevolent ways of being.

So I hope there is some logical reason for the why of this so-called “pandemic” that is happening right now. This “never-before seen” swine flu (complete bullshit) that seems to be happening so conveniently right after 2 solid weeks of the rest of the world rallying against the Bushco neocon agenda that had been blanketing the news—as a conspiracy theorist whose world view is more and more clear, I cannot help but think that this is a man-made “distraction”. Now before you scoff and bust a move to surf somewhere else, look and listen to the way the mainstream media is describing this convenient “epidemic”.

And, when did this start popping up… a week ago, tops? I mean, I hadn’t heard squat about this until Friday at the earliest. And what everyone is saying is – “Oh, this is a new kind of virus—a hybrid of bird, pig, and human viruses… well, who concocted that fun brew and help put this out? This has man made written all over it! There’s just too many horror stories I’ve seen and heard about our fabulous Military Industrial Complex and all their fun stockpiles of Bioweapons… that do exist. And all their manufactured propaganda BS, which is not speculation, it did exist as well.

All I know is this—I have absolute faith in the infinite, benevolent, rational beings of which we are all a part. I am connected to this by choice and I know that I will always be after I pass on to the next phase of existence. Now if believing that makes me crazy, but working for derelict, completely irresponsible company like Monsanto or some other government weapons supplier that manufactures or takes part in something as horrible as white phosphorus weapondry—who is crazier? These weapons and compounds exist—and they can come from no other place than from a laboratory. With just these 2 examples, with all these horrible inventions with the worst of intentions… how can I, Mr. Conspiracy, be the one that is crazy?

Don’t be fooled. And don’t forget to ask the question “who is benefiting?” from this latest “terror scare”… the details shouldn’t surprise anyone if you’ve done any research into this pretty hideous subject… and I won’t even mention his name, he’s so tired. But, it totally figures. But this is all about doing anything possible to move the spotlight away from how vile and evil these bastards were and still are, and they’re scared. So now it’s time for them to pull out any stops possible to distract the public and media to hype anything that takes away that spotlight.

AND—as I live and breathe—I’m sitting here watching the Today Show Monday 04.27.09 and what do they have in the product demonstration part of their show this very morning, for all of us to see? A comparison of different kinds of sweeteners, with Aspartame as the star of the show…! It’s like Rumsfeld ( they guy I wouldn’t mention in the previous paragraph ) is rolling out a Marketing push for both his interests together in one week! Who are these fricking people, seriously?

This story on Aspartame was just on this morning... the second of the one-two marketing punch of the Rumsfeld "Swine flu—Aspartame" evil self interest...!

This story on Aspartame was just on this morning... the second of the one-two marketing punch of the Rumsfeld "Swine flu—Aspartame" evil self interest...!

I will conclude with this thought: Again, I will do my best not to judge, but I do and will have an opinion. I will not submit to any vaccination, I will not fear any of these “tactics” , I will keep looking forward, I will follow in the mindset and Thought Structure™ of Gandhi. And I will expect no less than the best from this county and its leaders… what true leaders are left. King Abdullah from Jordan touches on this very eloquently here: we have to be the ones who set the bar for the rest of the world to respect us..!

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Dissent is healthy, as are regulations, laws, and a healthy conscience. Just because you can get away with something doesn’t mean you should do it. All these leaders that implement these programs—they’re going to have a LOT of Karma to pay back in their next time around.


In my “About” section ( go ahead and blame Blake Art ) just last week I ended my gibberish by imbeding a Dance Mix of the tirade of Willy Wonka mixed and set to a beat you can dance to… Something must’ve been in the Thought Structure™ that peaked my interest, because this Video of Christian Bale just surfaced in the past 24 hours… here’s a LINK to the original audio, and here’s the Remix put together by an outfit called RevoLucan, who put out the video:

Compare it to the one I posted last Friday – The Wonka one uses actual footage, is basically PG-13 and is fiction.  Christian Bales’s is Nonfiction, rated NC-17 and is based on cleaver stills with Ken Burns effects, peppered with hilarious thought bubbles.  Pretty hilarious!

Now I ask – Let me hear some feedback on these, people!  What do you think, how do they compare?  I adore the Willy Wonka one, particularly because to me it has a deeper meaning, it taps into a universal truth of some sort – and then the mixing makes it fricking HILARIOUS… because of the inside joke, the knowing, the winking of the infinite – and then the clock pedulum ( sp, i’m in a hurry, sorry ) mimiced by the herky-jerk video edit at the end… timeless. Love it. More Overanalysis Paralysis later!


One of the myths handed down from ancient times is ‘As Above, So Below.’ And they took this literally—down to their structures they designed and built. If you have studied these the way I have, especially the research done by Graham Hancock,  many if not all of all the oldest ruins and structures on the face of the earth are specifically aligned with stars in the sky, with the earth being ‘Heaven’s Mirror’, which is also the title of a book by Dr. Hancock which goes in-depth into this theory. The following video shows Graham discussing this Topic and other related issues.

Now what does this have to do with Facebook and its effect on my dreaming?  Well, ‘As Above, So Below’ is my connecting pint to this tangent. Within the Structure of Thought™ that has always been, we are tapping into this new realm thru this application called Facebook—I have been active in it for about 2 months now. I use it as kind of a ‘Smoke Break’ here @ my office – about every 2-3 hours I’ll check it for a minute or two while I’m printing or waiting for a file to save. All the inter-connectivity, chatting on assorted people’s walls and posts—they are the ether spider-web linking-type quality that is, I believe, at least affecting my subconscious.

Because as I stated in my last dream-related post, my Dreams as of late have really ramped up to a new level—and a crowded one at that. Well, maybe one reason is because I have started this blog, which deals with Thought Structure™ in general. But the seasoning and flava of these crowded, purpose-driven and extremely busy dream accelerations I am experiencing is because the Structure of the Intranets® ( thanks W ) itself does resemble the inter-connectivity of how the Brain stores information—and especially how Facebook works… And I am shure that dreaming in any Video Game application is the same.  But since I started Facebook, man, now there are just crowds and crowds of people in my dreams.

Maybe Facebook is tuning into or aligning at least my sensitive lil’ ( I hate that btw ) ( but hate’s too strong a word ) noggin’ ( ugh ) to this always existing but previously unavailable area of the infinite, where my soul, while my body sleeps, enjoys so much more company.

That being said, along this Linear Thought Structure™, then couldn’t you make the case for the fact that we do reflect, as in Heaven’s Mirror, that we are now uncovering the beginnings of our waking up, or tapping into, the realm of the Akashic Records, and that the Web not only exists and affects the way we think but also can have this effect upon the pathways that are open to us as our souls explore these areas while we sleep? And not only does this affect us spiritually, that if we take this literally, we can with goodwill, purpose and the power of intention, bring about a more spiritual, higher form of physical existence?

As Above, So Below?

If this is tough to swallow, just listen to Otter make my point way better than I ever, ever could:

I put it to you Greg!

Isn’t Negative Thought Structure™ and our entrapment there in an indictment of how we actually perceive Reality—and how we understand the existence of Positive Thought Structure™ itself?

GENTLEMEN! …Hmmmm Hmm Hm, Hmmm, Hm—Hmmmmm…!

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